2 years ago today, I was getting ready to get pictures taken with my "boyfriend" before he left for his first duty station, in Alaska.
I was preparing for a heartbreak. Knowing he would be 3,500 miles away from me for the next 3 years.
I was crying and I was completely clueless on what was about to happen.
2 years ago today, Jonathan proposed to me in the most beautiful way, and in such a beautiful park; and the next day we were married! It all happened so fast, we were only together for shortly over a year when we got married, and I lost alot of friends over it because they believed we were moving too fast, or making a big mistake, or who knows what else.
I never in a million years thought I would be married to my bestfriend, loving his family like they were my own, living in Alaska, or even be a mom! My life has changed in ways I never could imagine, and I wouldn't change it in a million years.
This year we will celebrate a bit different than usual. This year we get the joys of bringing our sweet daughter with us on our date! We might not have the "romantic" date couples usually look foward too, but I know it'll still be wonderful because she is part of us, and she is here because of our love for eachother.
Because of Jonathan, I am a better person, I am happier, and I feel loved for the first time in my life. He shows me everyday how much love he has for our daughter and myself. Seeing him with our daughter, smiling when he looks into her eyes, and hugging her close, makes me know I chose the best guy I could. Although I get annoyed and feel stressed sometimes with his decisions, he always knows how to prove to me that he loves and cares for us. I am so glad our daughter has him as a father, and she will get to grow up with him. Growing up without my dad was one of the hardest things in my life, and still affects me even though I am 20 years old. I can only pray that I will be a strong enough to be the best wife to my husband, and the best mom to my daughter, I want to give her the whole world and show love to her that I didn't feel like I was shown.
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